I don’t want to be the guy that does the right thing, I want to be the guy that gets even.
Let me start by saying one of the most cliche lines. I, am not perfect. No one is, and no one will ever be perfect. With that said, we know that mistakes are inevitable. We will make them, it’s only a matter of time, and whether we learn from it or not. Ultimately that’s what mistake is, something we do unintentionally so that we may learn from it, alas becoming better individuals because of it.
As much as I try to be the better person, to be the bigger person, there are times in my life where I want to say screw my principles and morals. Screw everything, at this moment I don’t want to be the mature one. I’m going to hurt you and I’m going to hurt you bad. I’m tired of being the guy who does the right thing, sometimes I want to be the guy who gets even.
A single thought, a single action, that’s all it takes for peoples idea of you to change drastically. All those times you did the right thing, gone down the drain. Why? Because you choose to push back instead of walking away as the bigger person like what everyone says you should be. Well, fuck you.
I’m tired of your shit, I’m tired of over looking your monstrosity. Just for you, I’m going to put my “better person armor” back on the shelf. Just for you, I’m going to be worst than the bad guy. Just for you, I’m going to be not only the guy that gets even, but the guys that will take more from you than you did from me. You want to know the beauty of it all? I’m going to enjoy every cynical moment.